Written: July 14, 2007
Note: Its just a form of a letter but its not.... one of the styles in my writing....
Somebody,
Exactly 5 months you've waited and then quit. September 26, 2006- February 26, 2007. And its been 136 days= 4 months and 18 days= 18 weeks and 4 days, 3264 hours, 195840 minutes and 11750400 seconds from the time you've formally said goodbye.
One month of grieving for the pain and praying for the wounds to heal and waiting for the broken pieces to make it complete again. Precisely, 3 months and 18 days from the time I moved on and accepted fate. What an irony but its just a reality.
Its funny how circumstances helped me to moved on for a short period of time. "Love may leave your heart broken-hearted. But keep in mind that there is someone who will be willing to endure the pain of making it whole again," as saying goes.
More than a decade of no communication until I met again my kinder-crush mate, the one who praised my saliva with the unforgettable phrase: "Kalami sa laway ni Someone."("Ang sarap naman ng laway ni Someone.") This meeting happened last summer, this year and I knew from the very moment that I'm over with you and thought that he was coming back for good.
Sad to say. its just one of my pretty fantasies. He's not free anymore. I can guessed it by the time he sung "Kung Malaya Lang Ako." Again, I'd accepted my fate. Its just that again and again he's not definitely for me. It hurts but still I have to moved on.
Classes resume was approaching and by that time, I need to go back here. There's such a being, a neighborhood, who admired me maybe since then and I've started to like him too, but its just too late because even though he likes me, I can't erased the fact that he courted another girl and not me. Wew! Its not so hurting you know, I'm used to it by then.
Classes begun and I can't hide my eyes from seeing you. I was astonished then that the the feelings were not there. "I remember the boy but I don't remember the feeling anymore." But that was before 'coz "History has a way of repeating itself."
It really repeats in its way. How I hate swallowing the words I've said before that, "there's no use looking back." I can't blame you for it but I can't seem to blame myself too. Its just that, as the days goes by, I can't resist my heart from falling again with you. Here we are now, starting all over again. Hoping this time, it will work out just fine. I just want to remind you that "Temptation is everywhere so beware."
Someday, something will gonna happen that we don't expect, still I want you to remember this:
"Words fail to describe how much I love you, even though someday, you'll have someone new in your life, I'm still here for you, my love for you will never cease... It is as boundless as the universe and as endless as the sea... forever and ever... LOVE..."
Note: Its just a form of a letter but its not.... one of the styles in my writing....
Somebody,
Exactly 5 months you've waited and then quit. September 26, 2006- February 26, 2007. And its been 136 days= 4 months and 18 days= 18 weeks and 4 days, 3264 hours, 195840 minutes and 11750400 seconds from the time you've formally said goodbye.
One month of grieving for the pain and praying for the wounds to heal and waiting for the broken pieces to make it complete again. Precisely, 3 months and 18 days from the time I moved on and accepted fate. What an irony but its just a reality.
Its funny how circumstances helped me to moved on for a short period of time. "Love may leave your heart broken-hearted. But keep in mind that there is someone who will be willing to endure the pain of making it whole again," as saying goes.
More than a decade of no communication until I met again my kinder-crush mate, the one who praised my saliva with the unforgettable phrase: "Kalami sa laway ni Someone."("Ang sarap naman ng laway ni Someone.") This meeting happened last summer, this year and I knew from the very moment that I'm over with you and thought that he was coming back for good.
Sad to say. its just one of my pretty fantasies. He's not free anymore. I can guessed it by the time he sung "Kung Malaya Lang Ako." Again, I'd accepted my fate. Its just that again and again he's not definitely for me. It hurts but still I have to moved on.
Classes resume was approaching and by that time, I need to go back here. There's such a being, a neighborhood, who admired me maybe since then and I've started to like him too, but its just too late because even though he likes me, I can't erased the fact that he courted another girl and not me. Wew! Its not so hurting you know, I'm used to it by then.
Classes begun and I can't hide my eyes from seeing you. I was astonished then that the the feelings were not there. "I remember the boy but I don't remember the feeling anymore." But that was before 'coz "History has a way of repeating itself."
It really repeats in its way. How I hate swallowing the words I've said before that, "there's no use looking back." I can't blame you for it but I can't seem to blame myself too. Its just that, as the days goes by, I can't resist my heart from falling again with you. Here we are now, starting all over again. Hoping this time, it will work out just fine. I just want to remind you that "Temptation is everywhere so beware."
Someday, something will gonna happen that we don't expect, still I want you to remember this:
"Words fail to describe how much I love you, even though someday, you'll have someone new in your life, I'm still here for you, my love for you will never cease... It is as boundless as the universe and as endless as the sea... forever and ever... LOVE..."
Someone
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ReplyDeleteit's nice articLE.....
fuNNy!!!!
pwede muhilak?haha..oh no I ain't goNNa cry!!!!
ayyt....
I adore the writEr...ang galing nya...
congratz!!!!to thAt sUm1.....hahaha...
I have many things to sAy
BUT
sumtyMs...words are better not to be saId and donE...nyax...
till here...
tnX 4 sharing this sitE!!!!
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